My poem

[Sieg]

I usually don't write poems but this is for my english class. Please note that these are not my feelings it's just a silly poem I wrote so please don't call cops or a shrink :)

Your comments, suggestions and criticism are welcomed.



Self-Loathing

My self-loathing cannot be contained anymore
I hate everything that I have become
I want to destroy every cell of my body
I want to blow my brains with a shotgun

I feel no fear no sadness
Only desolation and madness
Vengeance burns in my heart I lost all hope
I will only be happy when I am hanging from the rope

Wrath is my protector and death is my best friend
They will never leave me they will stay till the bitter end
They are my apocalypse they are my hell
I now realize that nothing is going well

Beware if you see me on a battlefield
Get ready for me
I am full of rage I am full of apathy
When I come for you I will have no pity no sympathy

I wish I could fight in a war I wish I was dead
Maybe it will all end with a bullet inside my head
Sometimes I wish that I was free and that I could fly
But instead I choose to say goodbye