10-12-2006, 11:32 PM
Okay i've had this problem myself for a long time and i'm wondering if it's just me or just part of the human condition.
So basicly i've done alot of stupid things in the past, and they don't usualy bother me, except when someone i've done them to is around then i feel like they wouldn't even talk to me because of them, but that's not my problem.
Sometimes, at night, when i can't seem to fall asleep, i'll sit in bed, and all of a sunden every stupid thing i've done just goes through my head, one after the other, and it makes the fact that i can't sleep even harder. Now i try not to let them get to me but really it's just annoying. The thing is every last one of these relate to highschool, the place i want to get out of so bad just so i can start fresh with some new people, being a little bit more mature and knowing better then to do the dumb things i've done in the past. I know i'm almost done with this wretch of a thing, but it makes me all the more anxious about everything.
Basicly, i have no idea why i made this post in the first place, other than i'm tired and needed to say something somwhere with the posibility that someone out there will read it.
So feel free to completely ignore this if you want, i'll probably be asleep in 10 minutes and forget about it myself.
So basicly i've done alot of stupid things in the past, and they don't usualy bother me, except when someone i've done them to is around then i feel like they wouldn't even talk to me because of them, but that's not my problem.
Sometimes, at night, when i can't seem to fall asleep, i'll sit in bed, and all of a sunden every stupid thing i've done just goes through my head, one after the other, and it makes the fact that i can't sleep even harder. Now i try not to let them get to me but really it's just annoying. The thing is every last one of these relate to highschool, the place i want to get out of so bad just so i can start fresh with some new people, being a little bit more mature and knowing better then to do the dumb things i've done in the past. I know i'm almost done with this wretch of a thing, but it makes me all the more anxious about everything.
Basicly, i have no idea why i made this post in the first place, other than i'm tired and needed to say something somwhere with the posibility that someone out there will read it.
So feel free to completely ignore this if you want, i'll probably be asleep in 10 minutes and forget about it myself.