Broken rules have consequences

[_Acid_Head_]

Gwar, the only time I was on drugs when I was banned was when I was CLEARLY drunk off my ass that night. I didn't even remember what happened until I read the logs, you banned me for something idiotic, maybe you and GRITS should re-read your own rules.

I chose people who I believe are pretty ‘laid back’ and it takes quite a bit to actually get them to react to personal attacks.

You and Rebaudo don't fit in that category. Sometimes I ponder if the only reason GRITS keeps you as admin is because of the work you've done on this forum (which I am not complaining about). Though I still beleive that line pretty much states that administrators can be treated as you would be able to treat any other player. I don't see in ANY way how calling an administrator ANY unblocked word, especially "jackass", warrants a PERMANENT banning... hell, I see it way off the actual guideline of:

start swearing you will get at least a 60 minute or longer ban

600 minute bans is all I ever received from you, I didn't even get a:

warning

this time, sure, I've done this before, you know the grudge I hold against you, and GRITS even told me how she saw how I progressively got pissed off the first time you permanently banned me in the FULL logs.

Also...

Admin responsibilities are no picnic, ask anyone who has ever been admin on a game server. They are trying to monitor the chat

Looks like you were possibly on drugs that night, and you clearly didn't post the whole log that sparked my state of being pissed at you. Some newb comes in that nobody ever heard about, I kick his ass a few times, he gets pissed and starts talking shit about my mom, you ignore him. At this point I tell you to do something about it, you don't even check your console, just tell me you didn't see it, just proves how aware you are of every single little thing I say, but actual bypasses slide across your face.

Don’t Abuse My Admins.

Try, Don't Abuse Your Players. There has to be a guideline for administrators and moderators. I don't see how you can have leniant admins that are cool that everybody loves, nobody complains about "not inforcing rules", and super-strict admins that just love using those commands whenever the chance comes up. I was a GameMaster for two years, I governed ~100 people in that whole time. I learned to be leniant, it makes people happy, and it makes it easier on the higher and lower ranking moderation teams.

I have a lot of supporters on this forum that didn't post on my banned thread, I've talked to several people on Glen's match server that agree with me, this isn't right. Why didn't they post on my banned thread? Check out what happened to Limitless, I don't even know the guy that well and he knew it was wrong, just proving to YOU that it's not only friends that support me. When I read through the thread, he was treated like dirt, but I respect the size of his balls for keeping on posting, kinda feel bad for him that some people on his own clan feel different about him now, you would all feel different about a lot of other people as well if they posted. I sent an e-mail to Beastie before the day he was supposed to give me my questions for the 'interview', I was pissed off and frustrated at the time (No, I was not on 'drugs'), and most of what I said isn't true.

You have no idea how pissed I was, and I kinda still am frustrated from this last decision, because I fail to realize how it's a smart one. It's like I've been used as a crapass example for a permanent banning. I've heard about the new changes on Holdout's, it's getting very tedious fast for my supporters because of the added strictness. Give me a week ban for calling you a jackass, give me a month ban, but permanent ban for hurting your feelings with an unblocked word? No.

I will never apologize for this last incident, I shouldn't have to, if ANYONE deserves an apology it's me. I don't even know why I was banned from the boards when you banned me from the servers, this is the whole ricochet community on the forums, not just Holdout's. It doesn't matter how much I or supporters post, I can't change admins way of thinking as much as they can't change me.

btw Gwar, you aren't making certain people happy by blaming my bannings on drugs, that just reaks of ignorance on your part. If I ever get allowed back on Holdout's, given I'll still have an interest in this slowly shrinking mod, I will agree to mute you and ignore you, but never will I say 'sorry'.

Keep up the good work d00d :thumb::thumb::thumb::thumb: