06-09-2003, 10:46 PM
maybe it's that whole virtual thing...we find ourselves acting in a way that we probably wouldn't if we were in public (i hope...^_^).
anyways, you have to take care of the important things first...that's what i'm realizing (probably what you are to)...i hate playing rico (or any game for that matter) when i should be doing something else...the stress doesn't go away...it just compounds...always in the back of my mind. probably why i play in the first place is to escape things in real life but they are always there...waiting...lurking...growing stronger.
like today, i had a homework assignment due today that i avoided all last week and this weekend...my plan was to wake up early (i go to evening school) and finish it but i just didn't want to face it so i played some ricochet and hldm (i played pissed cause i knew i was in deep shit...:D)...well, my class is at 5:45 and i didn't get started on it until 4:00 and no, i didn't finish it (about 1/3rd of it left)...which is stupid because if i just spent 1/2 an hour a day on it...i would of had it done in no time...and could of been free to enjoy my gaming experience...lol
well, it's not just school either...but work, chores, errands...they don't seem to go away! anyways, i'm going to take a mulligan on this homework assignment and hopefully, not let it happen again...but it probably will...:lol:
anyways, you have to take care of the important things first...that's what i'm realizing (probably what you are to)...i hate playing rico (or any game for that matter) when i should be doing something else...the stress doesn't go away...it just compounds...always in the back of my mind. probably why i play in the first place is to escape things in real life but they are always there...waiting...lurking...growing stronger.
like today, i had a homework assignment due today that i avoided all last week and this weekend...my plan was to wake up early (i go to evening school) and finish it but i just didn't want to face it so i played some ricochet and hldm (i played pissed cause i knew i was in deep shit...:D)...well, my class is at 5:45 and i didn't get started on it until 4:00 and no, i didn't finish it (about 1/3rd of it left)...which is stupid because if i just spent 1/2 an hour a day on it...i would of had it done in no time...and could of been free to enjoy my gaming experience...lol
well, it's not just school either...but work, chores, errands...they don't seem to go away! anyways, i'm going to take a mulligan on this homework assignment and hopefully, not let it happen again...but it probably will...:lol: